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My Journey
My life has three major parts. I was adopted into a highly abusive family at birth; a middle child plucked from the rest. I always felt like an alien. My adopted family are materialistic, arrogant, and think themselves superior to others, which is ridiculous. My father was a medical doctor (allegedly). There is information that he is not Martin Shobris, but rather Martin Ris and there is no record of him getting a PhD from the University of Heidelberg in Germany.
The first 16 years of my life were all about putting on a façade with fake people, fake conversations, and mind games. I did not know I was autistic until 2023, so this environment was toxic. We had to be dressed up and put on airs for people I could care less about.
The first fork in the road was when I found the Shawnee National Forest in Southern, IL. For the first time in my life, I felt safe walking with my dog Rossi for hours. She always protected me and got me back home, no matter how off trail I got. Bob was not safe; he was abusive and thankfully gone most of the time. Rossi and I were home in the outdoors, and I felt normal.
In 1983, due to multiple traumatic events, I was supposed to head home to Northern Illinois where my stepmother promised to take care of me amid a mental health crisis (I did not know I had Dissociative Identity Disorder until 2020). I did know that caring for me was laughable. I was severely anorexic. At a party earlier in the summer a guy told me I should head to Boulder, Colorado. I was not the party type; I liked small intellectual circles of meaningful conversation.
The fork was that as I was headed to Northern Illinois, I KNEW I should head west and start over in a new location, but I didn't, and returning home was even more toxic. I married a toxic man, Joe Ceplecha, stayed 13 years, and then met another toxic man a few years later and married him.
Karl and my “friend” Linda destroyed my life. He and I were married for 21 years. It turns out he married me to get at the equity in my home, $30K and he and Linda went into business together. As I struggled through abuse and connected to Evangelicals (we met at the Baptist General Conference), I slowly lost myself.
My children were uncooperative, Linda was fake, and Karl was cheating and hoarding money with Linda's help.
In November of 2019 I failed suicide. I could not figure another way out. When I returned home, Karl was even more terrifying. Even worse was Linda victim blamed me, denied Karl's abuse, made everyone think I was crazy and isolated me.
My daughters threw me on the streets. Christine Ceplecha (Aurora, IL) even said to my face she could care less if I became homeless, which I did and will again thanks to Linda Pietrzak Ross (Cary, IL). Jackie, who was studying to be a nurse showed all the compassion of Ted Bundy when I asked for help with things like paperwork for disability, referrals, and executive tasks.
I learned from Empowered Healing on TikTok of brain damage from narcissistic abuse too late. Linda painted me insane because she had to protect Karl's hidden businesses and money. She saw me struggle and she added more abuse. She is a fraud, Christian. She has no remorse, nor do my children.
You might say, children are not supposed to take care of their parents, and you are correct. If you see a stranger on the street being abused, do you walk away? Ignore it? Not your problem? I needed help processing divorce, managing paperwork and decision making. I had no idea I was autistic and that I was in burnout which makes decision making near impossible. I found Kathleen Duncan, MA, LMFT, An Autistic Guide, last year and she explained what was happening to me to little too late.
Regarding my children and their lack of help. I watched Christine’s best friend Ashley, and her sister Andrea get their mother out from their father’s abuse, and they love and support her. At one point, I thought Corena would die because she was so skinny. I saw pictures of her happy and thriving later. I don’t understand why I could not get the same compassion.
The crazy situation is Christine Ceplecha had a child with Sam Hunley who was abusive, and his mother Earlene Hunley allegedly has numerous DCFS claims against her, yet she works in a school. Earlene did not care about Sam. I tried to help him with finding jobs, connections, and mental health help while they were together.
Sam committed suicide in 2021, and his mother has “support survivors” of suicide on her Facebook and Christine is friends with her, not with me, and championing suicide family survivor support with her. Following my suicide, it took Christine less than two months to tell me she could care less if I became homeless and should be locked up for life. Do you see a theme with these women? Involuntarily Commitment is highly profitable. In Illinois, a guardian can make $128K a year.
The third crossroad was watching my entire life of safety and security slip through the cracks as I realized I was heading toward homelessness with no support systems, finances, and DID. During the months I spent homeless, I was in so many dangerous situations and no one cared. I have no idea how I raised such cold-hearted narcissistic children, but I did. Linda too. She spews bible verses and puts on an image, but the real Linda is methodically, pathologically evil.
I told Linda I needed safety. I asked her to contact men to hold Karl accountable. She never did. She is angry that I took my story public and named her name. I tried to deal with her privately for years and then I had enough.
Karl Ulrich (Algonquin, IL) told me he could do anything to me, and no one would stop him. That was March of 2020. He was right. Linda is the most ruthlessly cruel covert malignant narcissist a person could meet. I put it all together after she somehow put files on my Google Drive that proved she and Karl were in business together and that they are very wealthy. I asked only for my house, repaired, and paid off. Linda made sure that Karl even got 100% of the house when she "helped" me with lawyers. She blamed me for not showing up for court. Linda’s devotion to Karl is remarkable.
She visited me in April of 2025 after I had no contact since July of 2022. By then, I had educated myself about her and her bullshit did not fly with me. I listened to her lie with ease, twist truth, and blame me while defending Karl. I cannot help but think they are married. It sounds nutty, but Linda's bond to Karl is more than acquaintances. If your friend were being abused by her husband, would you have his number in your phone as frequent contacts? Linda is supposed to be Christian. She does not see anything wrong with this.
I was close to finishing college twice. In 2013 I was seven classes from my bachelor’s degree in psychology when my daughter Jacquelyn Ceplecha (Aurora, IL) sabotaged it. She dropped her two young children on me and left them with me for a couple of months, making school impossible. I had to take a break and Liberty University froze my account with no explanation.
Years later I was fast tracking a Bachelor/master’s degree at Crown College when Karl's abuse was out of control. Deborah Metroka, MA (Algonquin, IL) single handedly made sure that I was unable to finish my degree. I was having memory issues that I had no idea was a NORMAL RESPONSE TO UNRELENTING ABUSE. Deborah decided I was schizophrenic though throughout her notes, she acknowledged domestic violence and then defended him. She was even meeting with him behind my back and recorded it.
Karl was hell bent (along with Linda, Deborah, and my daughters) to get me involuntarily committed. Karl told me in March 2020 that he would do that, stating they would drug, rape, torture and kill me and then I would die, and he would collect life insurance. Deborah Metroka's clinical notes read like a romance novel supporting Karl and destroying me. I sent her notes around the world and therapists are appalled. The problem is, they said that colleagues will never turn on colleagues if you report them.
When I took these events to social media is how I discovered targeting. I am Rhesus negative who are targeted. I also discovered Freemasonry and learned that everything I was/am experiencing is demon filled cult behavior called White Glove Treatment to drive a person to suicide. They weaponize courts, police officers, mental and medical health. They lie with no effort, cheat, steal, and con. If they find an easy soul to prey upon, they all dig in until they break the individual.
Read the book, Stalking the Soul, by Dr Marie-france Hirigoyen.
When Linda was here in April of 2025, she learned what my phone number was and where my bank was. Within two weeks of her leaving, my phone shut off, my bank account is frozen, my bills stopped paying and my internet should already be shut down. The food I have here is all that I have. I live in a rural place without a car. I had to sell it in 2022 because Karl had a remote device to stop my vehicle from running. It is too risky to live in a place where I know no one. I don’t trust anyone anymore.
I just want to get as much of my story out to warn others. By the time I had learned about Institutional Betrayal, first from Dr. Jennifer Freyd, then Coral Anika Theill who led me to Dr. Jessica Taylor, it was too late. My life is irreparably destroyed.
My GPA was 3.9, I worked and lived in the Christian world from 2001 until 2018 when I burned out. I was dedicated, honest and truthful. I tried to help others. I joined Career Connections ministry at my church and wrote custom resumes for people and saw lives turned around, including one who saved his house from bankruptcy and foreclosure. I did my children’s homework, bailed them out of trouble, I even discovered I did one of Christine’s friends’ homework. I have no memory but the evidence on my computer.
I see that I poured into others’ lives and never noticed I was not being refilled until there was nothing left. Narcissists will discard dead souls when there is nothing left to gain from them. That is what happened to me.
“Soul cannibalism results in soul murder and is a highly calculated, concealed, and methodical form of attempted murder where the essence of the victim’s being is literally devoured by the abuser as if the victim’s soul sustains their life force. They will continue to feed until there is nothing left but an empty shell of a former human being. The term “soul murder” was first coined by 19th century playwright Henrik Ibsen who defined it as, “the destruction of the love of life in another human being.”
Soul Murder Via Spiritual Cannibalism
“The good news is that if the individual can turn away from the slighting source and towards those that celebrate his or her authentic strengths, he or she can be “saved.” One loving person can make all the difference. Since survivors often have great diligence, humility, and hunger, they can hone talents and achieve unusual success.”
I have not found that ONE LOVING PERSON that “celebrate my authentic strengths” that could make all the difference.
Institutional Corruption
There is not a more important topic for women to be aware of. The problem is women don’t know until they are usually too far in, confused, and fighting for their life. There must be a way to educate girls or teens to be aware of narcissistic abuse, patriarchy, and the dangers of marriage and combining assets and finances.
I looked back on my first divorce and saw the effort I put in to protecting my children and I was spinning my wheels. That was in the mid 1990’s. In 2020, I thought everyone had gone crazy or I was speaking a different language. No matter what the evidence, I was dismissed, ignored, mocked, and discarded. I thought if I tried harder, I showed more evidence, surely, they would come around.
At first, I was telling my story into the void on social media until I was directed to narcissistic support groups. I was still Christian back then but it was not sitting right with me so I ventured to find support that was not religious, however, it is because of the initial religious connection I found Coral Anika Theill of Bonshea Maker of the Light Coral Anika Theill of Bonshea Maker of the Light who has a horrifying story of marriage in a religious cult and her husband’s incredible abuse of her sanctioned by the church and added to by church members. The abuse should be a felony with a long prison sentence. Instead, she ended up in poverty, in a mental institution, abused, neglected, and lost all her children.
Social media is spending billions of dollars convincing younger generations their mothers are narcissists and the trend is to go no contact. These young people are marching straight into Talmudism, actual expediting it. Little do they know it will be legal to have sex with a 3 year and one day old girl or that education will become obsolete for females.
Abrahamic Accord was signed into law in 2017. It is not a coincidence that the federal education department was defunded.
From Coral, I found Dr. Jessica Taylor and things started to make sense. I also found Dr. Jennifer Freyd of Center for Institutional Courage and learned of Institutional Betrayal and DARVO. These sources led me to more support groups where our shared story, while troublesome, brought me comfort to know that I was not the problem. I was experiencing mind numbing systematic abuse by individuals and systems.
There is no way anyone can comprehend until they are caught in the system, especially mothers fighting family courts to protect their children from abusive spouses
attempting to escape domestic violence.
Courts readily hand over children to the abuser and remove custody from mom. Even worse is they institutionalize her for daring to try to divorce or stand up for herself or have original thoughts and beliefs different from her husband. The Christian Church is most prolific standing against women and ganging up against women who are victims of abuse.
It is going to get must worse. I don’t care what your religious/political beliefs are, we are in a time when laws that profoundly hurt women and children are being implemented.
Make no mistake, Project 2025 is a Talmudic project that is already having a profound effect on every woman and child even if they do not feel it yet. It will five years, Agenda 2030 when American women and girls will be as enslaved as women in the Middle East. It is in their books. Talmudism won’t be a choice, it will be law.
Christian women in churches need to be warned, your church is not “Christian,” it is Jewish, and you have been immersing yourself in Talmudism for decades now. New Evangelicals or New America is code for Talmudism. You must educate yourself now because the harshest abuse comes from the Evangelical church against women.
It is Christian women that fight the hardest on behalf of abusive men. They are so indoctrinated, brainwashed, and loyal to their captives, like Linda Pietrzak Ross, that they will go as far as murder in allegiance to their religious loyalty. Sex with children will be accepted and legal and divorce will destroy a woman and her children.
It took me near five years of research to get to the point of understanding institutional abuse and victimization of women. It is why my children infuriate me. They are so confident in their stupidity and theirs is not a generation to research anything of substance.
Linda’s undying loyalty to Judaism, MAGA, and Christian Nationalism put things together for me. These women recruiting women into the church are doing so on purpose. They are also arranging marriages to take autonomy and finances from mothers and children.
Religion, Freemasons & Judaism
I am an atheist and former Evangelical Christian going through a near five-year process of deconstruction from religious brainwashing. The best person for me to here biblical truth was Brandon at Mindshift on YouTube and Harmonic Atheist. There are a couple of good ones on Instagram, @pottymouthpollyanna is one I can think of. Search deconstruction Christianity on YouTube. Jezebel Vibes is another good one. It is a gut wrenchingly painful experience to face that the people we are told are filled with Jesus’ love, and are community, family, blah, blah, blah are not who they say they are. All religious systems are set up as a trap and getting out from even your neighborhood church can mean a life of targeting and spiritual warfare.
Every MEGA MAGA church has their goons sitting in every bible study, prayer group and ministry watching for eyes to open and see through their circus. Harvest Bible Chapel had about 16K members in 2011 when I was ostracized from the church by Sharon Steele because my bible study group leader, Sandra Abrams reported me up the chain for criticizing Pastor James MacDonald’s choice of guest pastor Steve Furtick and the churches cult like response to a sermon worship of MacDonald, not God. Two weeks later I was gone with instructions to never contact anyone in the church, nor them me.
Years later I heard Leah Remini talking about Scientology and how they cut people off who leave the same way. Suspiciously, The Chosen, Dallas Jenkins and crew out of Harvest Bible Chapel are connected to FLDS and Scientology. The Chosen’s SEC filing is under Derral Eves in Hurricane Utah. I find it strange that Linda Ross is connected to these people and defends them no matter what facts shown to her. She is either completely brainwashed or part of them.
I have gone through stages of betrayal, hating myself for being so foolish to believe such nonsense, and extraordinary anger at people who spew bible verses while stabbing you in the back. and practicing a false religion to false gods.
Churches have an entire mafia ready to pull you back into the fold and they are relentless. I call them the Order of Nine Angles or O9A that are embedded in every town everywhere in America blending in and enacting terror on non-conformists. I won’t get into evidence of that here. It is on my social media posts.
Religion was always a government and military system. They fooled us with separation of church and state, yet churches are 501(C)3 organizations beholden to government. When I found Fanatic for Jesus blog and General Jerry Boykin shouting the church must rise my heart dropped. Fanatic for Jesus actual website is here.
The first link I posted is, 119 pages from Fanatic For Jesus website knowing they would delete it and they did. I worked for the Red Reich white conservative Republicans that put this agenda together. In fact, I helped them! I was responsible for data mining and databases to collect the money people and then the church people to the military political machine.
In the midst of trauma, flashbacks combined with world events, I slowly realized who I was working for and why I got that uncomfortable uneasiness the longer I worked for them. My hope that constantly spelling out Linda Pietrzak Ross’ name and mentioning people like Jerry Boykin, Mike Flynn and the Orange crew is that they will see her name and understand that it is because of her that I figured everything out – what I was doing, why, for whom, outcome, and goals.
I started speaking outwardly on social media in 2021 as I remember names, events, and agendas. Unlike Linda, when I discovered I did something wrong, I confessed it openly and still do. Part of that confession is to share the damage that I did once I realize it. Republican Renaissance PAC took advantage of my autism and weaponized it into an insatiable desire I have for research, writing and organization. They learned that I could hunt down and find anyone, including a billionaire on his yacht in Naples Florida.
I can remember details in such minute detail from long ago yet have no idea if I ate breakfast today. I often sat in meetings and listened. I realize they recognized my pattern recognition, planning and execution. This is why I confess. I helped them set the course for my grandchildren’s hell fire future.
My immediate boss had stacks of papers, magazines, cocktail napkins, scraps of paper, some with just a name, others with just a phone number and asked if I could pull it all together into useable data. Enter Autism. Only two bosses ever understood not to micromanage me to get the best work out of me. One was Steve Edlin, psychologist at The Evangelical Alliance Mission and the other was Jim Bassett at Republican Renaissance PAC. I was absolutely dedicated to their work and goals because I thought them honorable and that they wanted a perfect Jesus world. What I am missing with autism is red flag alerts.
Had Illinois selected any other person but Bruce Rauner for governor I might still be in the dark. I knew him as a lifelong Democrat and suddenly he was Republican? I knew of his connection to Common Core and Stand for Children and other questionable lefty/righty issues, and to Bilderberg.
I am no longer a red or a blue. I am a nothing, both sides are married taking our freedom with every election where suckers donate billions to billionaires who only care about billionaires while taxes are raised, more become homeless, lose benefits, jobs and security and the divide grows. All elections are fake. Your vote never counted. I have shared details of this on my social media accounts.
The title of this is Religion, Freemasons, and Judaism. That was the longest, deepest level of research I ever did to work my way out of religious mind control. Suffice to say, Knights of Malta is the Sovereign Order of the Knights of Jerusalem based in Switzerland who are beholden only to the Holy Sea courts and laws no matter what country they live in. They are immune from all country’s laws but for their cult. The Knights of Malta, aka BlackRock, Military Intelligence, Department of Defense and Defense contractors are your religion who own all churches and all wealth in the world. I covered this extensively on my Facebook Sophie Scholl account. All posts are public.
I did an in depth discovery called Central Bank Digital Currency on my Karen Ulrich account on Facebook that I can no longer access. It is also on India Meadows and Sophie Scholl. They tried to delete it many times, but it is saved under many different names on my computer.
I learned in February 2021 that my “Christian” husband, Karl Ulrich is a Freemason. We were married in 2002 and I never had a clue. When I locked him out of our house in November of 2020 because I feared him, his computer was still there. I started going through things and posted pictures and terms and asked what they meant. Suddenly, I had half a zillion Freemasons following me who informed me that some of those pictures are from books, and the terms belong to Ordo Templi Orientis. I set out in 2021 to find out how and why Karl got involved in such despicable, perverted, violent organizations. He would absolutely worship Lucifer for material gain.
In my research, religion and Freemasonry kept crossing over. I went directly to Christian and Jewish websites to prove to myself that I was dreaming. Instead, it was confirmed. So many thousands of Christians figured it out before me.
Albert Pike stated that Freemasonry is Jewish, so did Isaac Wise. Albert Pike also said Freemasons worship Lucifer.
Maybe I am a naïve idiot, but why would anyone want to? For houses, money, network, jobs? It is not worth it. When your brothers (and sisters) take an oath to kill you if you tell secrets, those are not friends, those are risky relationships. If Lucifer is who you worship, anyone in the club is at risk for extermination.
Just because every institution, government, religion, and military are saturated, does not mean you are in the right. It means you cleverly grew through exceptional recruitment and corrupt system that you believe benefits you.
Campus Crusade for Christ is a CIA operation, and it is how they grew the church. They used the same recruitment tools all cults use, and they targeted college students with great success at a time when LSD was candy. Linda Pietrzak Ross began her Christian life under CCC. She thinks she is wise and that I am the devil. She cannot see that she is siding with the enemy and tore apart a soul for a dark, destructive cult.
I learned in politics, billionaires only care about billionaires. Pyramid schemes are just that – Schemes that benefit the top. If you live in America, United Kingdom and Australia, you need to read this coming agenda for New America because Project 2025 stretches across the waters to both countries.
Our children's future is bleak.
Child brides and sex with children is already becoming normalized and now law.
Linda Pietzak Ross defends despicable demons, and it is how I came to establish her as a depraved Freemason, she has followed this script verbatim. Her soul is so void of humanity she cannot hide it any longer. Maybe this is why a stranger or two or three has reached out to me and shared information about her I never would have found on my own. She follows their rules to the letter of human destruction and her friends and acquittances are undeniably cult thugs. How women are stupid enough to join cults is mind numbing. I can see men doing it. They are insecure, raging, seed spreading toddlers who need their patriarchal egos stroked by a club of bro hoes. I now understand why this is happening to women and children. Freedom and autonomy for women and children is nearing an end with Project 2025 bringing Talmud Handmaid’s Tale and women and children as property to reality. This is not speculation. Laws are active or in legislation now doing just this and not just in America, also the AU and UK.
At some point you realize this is the church and what they do. It is not an exception, it is the rule. They prey upon women and children and rip families, souls, and relationships apart on purpose with your tithes and offerings. This is not an arbitrary statement.
Deborah Metroka, MA, LCPC Dr. Ben Gesing, PsyD, Jennifer Carroll of Better Marriage Better Divorce Ed Groenendal, MA, LCPC Dr Tracy Robinson, PsyD, Dr. Jerome Pietrzak Phd Community Crisis Center Village Church of Barrington Willow Creek Community Church Harvest Bible Chapel Fox Valley Baptist Church Fox Valley Church Calvary Church of Downers Grove IL Biblical Counseling Center Selah Counseling Center Steve Edlin MA, LCPC, The Evangelical Alliance Mission Les Hirst, The Evangelical Alliance Mission Robert Carlson - Baptist General Conference - Converge Worldwide Linda Ross of Harvest Bible Chapel and Alight
With more and more peer reviewed evidence in psychiatry and psychology pointing towards human trauma and distress, I hope we can start to reject the medicalisation and pathologisation of human suffering. (Dr. Jessica Taylor). When I shared this with Linda and parts of Rob Wipond’s book “Your Consent is Not Required,” she became angry with me. Narcissists hate being proven wrong.
In 2021, for 9 months I was in contact with Knights Templar Paul B in Australia, He laughed when I said I had attended Harvest Bible Chapel. He stated, “we tell you, but you are not aware, it is in the name – harvesting souls, that is what we do.” I am thankful for his honesty. As much as he is in deep with Freemasons which I knew up front, his frankness with me was immeasurably helpful. What I did not understand back then was that he said all churches, leaders, ministries, organizations are under Templar rule. I thought he meant men. What stands out is Paul pushed Jesus Christ or the Crown and Cross (33). Jesus is Anima and Animus, androgynous (3).
Linda was the ringleader keeping my children and me hostage in her pathology and used systems to do it. (every email, letter, or post she has ever written in people’s hands around the world. They make YouTube videos, write posts, and one referred to her as a psychopath. That person asked if I had heard of Dr. Hare, who specializes in psychopathy. I had). Linda defended abusive institutions, the church, and Karl’s documented abuse. Linda even ignored a danger assessment she asked me to take. My score is 26 with 18, meaning most likely to be murdered. It is only recently because of a mysterious stranger that knows Linda, I was sent information on Linda’s identity and profession. Linda and Karl have been in business together our entire marriage. Thus, when Linda was “helping” me to divorce Karl, she neglected to tell me about their assets, businesses, properties, and financial holdings worth millions.
Lawyers and judges are ALL Freemason. In fact, if someone obtained a degree from a college or university, they likely made a pledge to Lucifer which is why I was never able to finish college. My papers were clear evidence I am a non-conformist.
Seventh Degree / Royal Arch Breaking Curses Prayer
(this is why women lose and worse, lose their children worldwide)
“When a Mason takes the Royal Arch oath or "obligation" to subvert and pervert justice, he is swearing to act in concert with Masonry's highest authority, whose corrupt ethics are inherent in the oaths. This means they have to cover up and give favors to other masons who commit crimes. Our Judges and lawyers who are masons do this. Does anyone believe that the "All-Seeing-Eye" upon the Mason to whom Manly Hall claims the Mason is exclusively accountable is someone other than Lucifer? York Rite”
Chris Haaff Ellen Yearwood Colleen Thomas Joshua Bedwell Stephen Brown Judge Christine Downs Megan Lafata – it is standard operating procedure to traffick children and destroy women in family court. There are plenty of corrupt family court influencers trying to protect women and children, Linda Pietrzak Ross is not one of them, she is a predator.
Stephen Brown told me he would make and “an easy $5K on my divorce and then $30K involuntarily committing me right after.” My disorder? A victim of documented domestic violence. He returned Linda’s money because I made a call out to her as he was saying that.
For women caught in the family court system, when you do a search for a lawyer, put their name in a search with the word guardian or guardianship. If you see that, run. The most lucrative easy money lawyers make is from preying upon women in domestic violence and getting them sectioned (UK term) Baker Acted (USA term). They make about $20 to #30K up front and money every year that women are being tortured in a psych prison, so do lawyers. The Guardian ad litem acquires all the victims’ assets including social security if the victim worked throughout their lifetime. When the money runs out, the pharmaceutical, insurance, and ECT treatment industries take care of the pesky problem of beating hearts and stops them. A family member can retire off being a guardian and is the most lucrative, easy money a person can get into – trafficking family members legally through courts.
Christine Downs, Ellen Yearwood, and Megan Lafata had their androgyny meeting on Zoom in a private chat, and I was never allowed to speak, defend myself or submit evidence of abuse, financial control, or coercive control – sell out masonic sluts.
Joshua Bedwell, a worm at MKFM Law Firm I recognized within 30 seconds of meeting that Napoleon complex incel, but Linda’s personal favorite, worked VERY HARD FOR KARL getting me to waste my time producing paperwork of assets I did not have while Linda knew full well what Karl had and she hid. This is when my patience with Linda ran out. I did not have the full picture but I certainly realized she was not on my side.
Linda actually said and try not to laugh, that Bedwell was busy and could only work on one thing at a time which is why Bedwell had not done the ONE THING I told him was mandatory on my list, get me my house, paid off and repaired. He never submitted a request for that. Linda defended him of course. It is amazing Linda’s loyalty to Karl.
Colleen Thomas sent one letter asking for the house, repaired and paid off, Megan Lafata said no, then Colleen Thomas came back to me in less than two weeks asking ME to produce documents on me that everyone already had. I was privy to these tactics at that point and I dumped the bitch.
Linda, of course, said that I stopped showing up to court and that is why Karl got everything. No, I ran out of patience with demons and knew I was never going to get anything. I did try in the end to become pro se but it is not as easy as it was in 1999.
I cannot help but believe that Linda and Karl’s greed will come back to haunt them. Linda admits she struggles with anxiety and depression, I wonder why? You cannot have one foot in hell and the other pretending you are from heaven.
Chris Haaff was Karl’s lawyer who I dealt with very little. All I know is some “people” told me that Haaff jogs in a certain park in Woodstock at the same time every day and these are not nice people. I thought Haaff would be fertilizer by now. This is back in 2022 when I was attached to militarized men who hate gay people – the Oath Keepers type.
The weird thing about Megan Lafata is her connection to the Joe Gallo family in Park Ridge, IL (Karl Ulrich’s relatives) and the Noonan family, Steve Edlin’s “Christian” friends. (Missionary/CIA/Psychiatric terrors). In fact, there is a connection to Lisa Small, a judge in the 15th Court in Florida attached to her and from which people have hundreds of pages of a cross-country web of trafficking that is completely wiped from my computer and in the hands of others. Trafficking is SO BIG and so many are involved. It is sick. You should assume every one of these people listed, fucks children according to their Talmudic doctrine. It is STANDARD OPERATING PROCEDURE THAT THE WOMAN IS CRAZY. This is all part of the Talmud who own American, UK, and Australian judicial systems. This is the Freemasonry oath, the 7th degree.
What everything comes down to is hieroglyphics as ancient man understood the world became patterns and belief systems that created knowledge based on what could be observed through the senses.
What is unknown is speculative and mysterious. Ancient Egyptian and Eastern Religion philosophies joined with numerology (gematria) that is Kabballah which is Judaism. ALL religions are based on Kabballah, including Christianity and Islam, filled with ritual, superstition, occult, paganism, and each recruits through promises of enlightenment, salvation, everlasting life, psychic powers, and wizardry.
Fear based programming, conforming and hive mind are necessary for cults to exist. All religions, military, government, and secret societies are cults.
No one needs ridiculous books, ritual, blood libel, passwords, symbols and hand shakes or money exchange toward knowledge. It is within everyone with a soul.
The world diminishes human potential from birth in order to sell it back later for a price. Fear and division are excellent marketing tools to sell to those who are trapped in institutional indoctrination and inbreeding.
Rhesus negative and autistic individuals are already attuned to energy with greater sensitivity and intrinsically tap into what centuries have tried to teach to dead men walking. This is why they are tracked and targeted. They are born with what the rest want.
Anyone who charges money or forces a tithe does not have it. The gift of the highest spiritual powers of the realm is shared freely if someone has genuine knowledge. It is not selfish because if everyone has it humanity would be attuned at such a level that energy would flow freely and be given and taken without expectation. This energy reproduces itself and does not depend upon money, blood, children, or suffering to flourish. There would be no suffering.
Transhumanism, AI, Ayin, G-D, Jesus, Allah are all distractions from what is already within. The secret password does not automatically produce spiritual gifts.
If someone has this gifting they willingly share it with those who are at a level to understand and use it for good. There is no cost, just patience and free exchange of knowledge and abilities intrinsic to few.
Women for Women or Women Opposing Women
In an article from, Psychology Today, the author states regarding soul murder, “The good news is that if the individual can turn away from the slighting source and towards those that celebrate his or her authentic strengths, he or she can be “saved.” One loving person can make all the difference. Since survivors often have great diligence, humility, and hunger, they can hone talents and achieve unusual success.
I have been writing a book that I am over 200 pages into, and a decree for what I thought would evolve into paid work in an upcoming Women for Women website, including producing a logo when Linda cut off my bank and my cell phone. Without a phone, I cannot get anywhere, call anyone, or try to save myself. I cannot ask for donations and have no way to make money without a bank. This is the up-and-coming digital ID system. I have $100.00 cash that does me no good without the ability to use it anywhere.
It is astounding how women destroy women with statistics of
11 USA states do NOT allow child marriage
75% of women are murdered following escape from domestic violence
femicide in America is about 1.5 women for every murder
52% of women are single and employed in the workforce so why can’t women empower women? How many of them could have an impact on reducing poverty, violence, and abuse of women and children but don’t?
My driver’s license will expire on July 8 and I simply don’t care anymore. I have done everything possible to make genuine connections and get back into society. Every single time I get burned and my situation worse. It is almost always women who chiseled away at me.
People might think that North Korea or the Middle East is the worst place to be a woman and that America is “free” and we will never be like them, while the police state is building at warp speed with woman and children on the menu.
Linda Pietrzak Ross
There is one thing that stood out about Linda. When I was going through divorce, I began hiking with Scott and Linda Ross on weekends. We mainly went to Richard Bong State Park in Wisconsin because Scott has dogs (that he abuses – I mean beats the fuck out of and Linda believes they need to learn to obey. Fear is not obedience, it is fear. The time I caught him beating one of the dogs as I came from behind the car, I started walking toward him and he stopped. They foster dogs now, which means more dogs are in peril.
The first time we went hiking, Linda had to stop and use the bathroom. As she got out of the car, Scott said, “don’t forget to wash your hands.” I did not know Scott yet, but his energy was tentative.
It was my first face to face with Scott. Linda was infamous for never washing her hands. I worked with her at the Baptist General Conference, Moody Bible Institute, and Aeon Hewitt. Linda did not wash her hands no matter which function occurred. After Linda got out of the car, Scott informed me of that and also said Linda drank a bottle of red wine every night. I said nothing. A few weeks later, I was at their house and Linda asked me to grab water bottles from the refrigerator and there was the wine. Little Miss, pure and innocent drinks alcohol! Rules for thee but not for me, right Linda?
Out of nowhere Karl began drinking red wine around 2019, but never around me, which early in our relationship he said he hated because it gave him a headache. I became allergic and when I “found Jesus” I stopped drinking which is not my thing anyway. Following suicide in 2019, when I came home, I noticed bottles of red wine in the refrigerator, then I found three more bottles behind a door in the back room. When I saw the wine in Linda’s refrigerator, I started connecting dots. I wish I had taken pictures of the bottles. There is no way anyone will convince me Linda and Karl were not having an affair and drove me to suicide intentionally in 2019. What is interesting, is I discovered that Karl had me sign documents to cancel are life insurance policies on each other in 2017. He was setting me up then. I felt so uncomfortable about what he was doing but by then I was so terrified of him I would not make a scene.
It is amazing how feeble-minded females fawn over men to the detriment of women and girls safety.
I cannot understand how Linda picked Scott to marry. She is Miss Moody Radio, fill my soul with Jesus and Scott is 60’s hard rock, car racing, and hunting. He is not nice to Linda, but she is trauma bonded to his abuse. Scott bought his house in 1997 and is a mechanical engineer, so he had plenty of money to pay someone to finish his house over 20 years. They married in 2017, and he never added her name. The house is in such poor shape, as in, should be condemned and Linda lives in that. There is no safe electrical wiring, floors and ceiling are open, there are no countertops in the kitchen, just a board over the stove, the bathtub is black with mold, and the basement is a firetrap. Not so coincidentally, Karl did the same to me. That is how Freemasons keep women trapped.
When I noticed Scott’s impatience with Linda, I knew I needed to keep my house with three bedrooms and I thought great, Linda helps me keep my house and soon she will need to rent a room from me to get away from Scott. She is short sighted, and this will come back to haunt her. I was thinking of her while she was destroying me. Don’t get me wrong, she is stupendously wealthy with many properties, so I am sure she believes she is untouchable. It is amazing her connections, properties, businesses, and income and she has me begging for scraps.
Psalm 73:12 KJV
“Behold, these are the ungodly, who prosper in the world; they increase in riches.”
Linda’s MAGA pro Jewish stance will help. If indeed she is androgynous, which two people brought to my attention then she “arrived” at the Jewish state of divine feminine and masculine Jews believe the world was before it began. The problem with androgyny is superstition, mysticism, alchemy, and playing god with human anatomy and reproduction.
Having experienced complementarianism of male and female exchange of energy vs Abrahamic male dominance taking (rage) and female submission giving (depression), I understand that it is NOT androgyny that produces the “god like state.” Equal give and take of male/female energy is self-replicating. Once it starts it keeps growing and its flow is boundless. Don’t think of any of this in terms of sex, it is energy.
Orphan train babies are produced through alchemy. These are NPC’s or voids who exist without souls. CERN believes they created the “god particle” Higgs boson to produce humans with souls – what a joke.
Scott and I used to exchange looks from his review mirror. He is an asshole. When Gabe Clayborne rescued me from Houston, TX and drove me back to Illinois, we had that discussion about Scott staying in his lane. Apparently, there was a discussion with Scott by Gabe and his brothers before the wedding who already knew Scott was bad news. Linda said I misunderstood. My IQ is 131 and I have Eidetic memory which is a deadly combo of weaponized autism. I understood it just fine.
After we hiked, we always went out to eat, for some reason, Linda’s phone did not have signal in Scott’s vehicle but mine did. Scott lost his patience with Linda’s incompetence to not conjure signal on her phone from the void and insulted her ineptitude. If looks could have killed from the backseat, I tried. My phone had signal, so I pulled up what the Toddler wanted to know and handed Linda my phone. She has no idea how I was a friend to her while she was trashing me.
Another time in the hottest of summer after a hike Scott with dog abuse derangement disorder decided to go to a car race and leave the dogs in a very hot car. Linda did not have a problem with it. I did not know what to do other than to be outspoken that it was a selfish thing to do. I am interested in car racing as much as going to the dentist. I have not been to a dentist since 1999.
Linda would sneak food to the dogs at her house but the fear of getting caught was palpable. The dogs NEEDED more food. You should not have to walk on eggshells around your husband. The fact that Linda enabled Karl’s abuse and denies her own is telling.
In Linda’s eyes, Karl can do nothing wrong, no matter the evidence. Linda Pietrzak Ross is Allison Mack, and Karl is Keith Raniere with their own NXIVM cult. I did a post on their likely trafficking of Child Sexual Abuse (CSA) victims. As I peruse the websites Advocacy for The Truth, I see my words throughout as I trusted Linda over the years thinking she was a friend, and not a predator using me to create an industry to prey upon people like me. No wonder Janelle Fabbiano (Elk Grove Village, IL and Linda Ross (Cary, IL) celebrated when because of surveillance on my computer, women with trauma from cults were raped, and they had NO REMORSE).
Jacquelyn and Christine Ceplecha
I tried to reach out to my daughters to no avail who went no contact with me in 2020. They are brainwashed, involved in their own Latin King gang pathology. Of course I am the “unstable” one. Mum’s True Tea on YouTube and Instagram focus is children who go no contact with their parents, particularly mothers because of perceived narcissism. Mum gets comments from therapists infuriated with her because she calls them out for inserting suggestion that Gen Z fall for which is dividing families and worth billions to the industry.
The fastest growing population of homeless are boomer and Gen X elderly women, many with undiagnosed autism because of the stigma that autism was only in boys back then. Alkaline Hydrolysis is how they dispose of us, back into your tap water. Sending all of us elderly to our death is eliminating jobs for Gen Z. We need medical care, social security, financial assistance, wealth management, pharmaceutical, etc. and without us, hospitals are laying off medical staff by the hundreds of thousands because there is no monetary incentive to care for elderly. A bill currently in Louisiana is more evidence of the Talmud population reduction particularly of females and frightening legislation over women’s health and reproduction: Georgia Guidestones, plans to reduce population to 500 million by 2030. Data Centers, which are SMART Cities that don’t need people, they need WATER and MINERALS to operate. Meanwhile, women are destroying women and making the future bleak for future generations.
Around 2022, I started going through papers Karl left behind in the garage, scanning them, and then reviewing them. Christine thinks I am a narcissist. I have tried to reach out to her a few times, the last one in April 2025 after Linda was here and she knew I completely saw through her. I contacted Christine on messenger and warned her that Linda has Jackie and Christine in her sites now and has NO REMORSE for attempting to involuntarily commit Jackie to Salem Ranch, the Christian Abuse and Murder Behavioral Reform Ranch in central Illinois for Children.
I am positive money is being exchanged for no contact with me. My daughters are claiming nonsense while their lives are filled with Latin Kings, Rave parties, drinking and drugging, and bad boys. In middle school, Jackie befriended this girl who told her if she could get herself into foster care by reporting me to DCFS, she would end up in a rich person’s family in Barrington, IL (very wealthy area). Jackie tried for sure. Lori Becker at DuPage County Health Department was instrumental in severing their relationship because the two of them were conniving and causes greater trouble than just that.
I want to let my children know that I too was offered money. When Karl let our Woodstock home go into foreclosure I was working for Republican Renaissance PAC. Karl quit his job, laid in bed, watched television and blamed me for our financial problems. He was allegedly working part time for Centegra Hospital, which maybe for a time he was, but I believe he was working with Linda Pietrzak Ross.
Karl also claimed to work nights at the Baptist General Conference cleaning and for a dog shelter near Rockford, IL. It was 2020 when Bob Carlson, HR at the BGC told me that Karl did not spend 10 minutes cleaning, yet he was out all night. He also told me that Karl did not work even two weeks for the dog shelter before he disappeared.
Jim Basset of Bassett Management, very well connected and very high above Karl and Linda wannabes was my direct boss at Republican Renaissance PAC. Karl’s abuse was interfering with my ability to do my job. I only heard Jack Roeser lose his temper two times, anything that had to do with Mike Madigan, and the time that in front of billionaires like Bruce Rauner, he screamed he would never hire Karl Ulrich. I had no idea why he hated Karl but it stood out.
Jim showed up at my house I think 2011 or 2012 when Karl was unbearable. Karl hid in our bedroom like the spineless POS he is. I wish Basset had gone upstairs and shot him in the face and disposed of him. Karl’s abuse was interfering with RRP’s agenda.
Jim tried to help me dig out financially. I was under the Linda Pietrzak Ross Jesus spell so hard that I thought I was sinning by not submitting to Karl and not being honest by trying to restart my own life. I remember Jim Basset being frustrated with me. I know now because of Black Magician, and a few others, I was being hypnotized, drugged, and brainwashed. Did Jim Basset know?
Jim had a Scott Trade account and there was a practice area where you could do real trades with fake money and fake trades. We would sit in a back room at Otto Engineering and play stock trading. Eventually, Jim gave me an assignment to find a stock. It was a small tech firm in Villa Park, IL that I cannot find anymore. Stock was about 6 cents at the time but I saw potential. Jim said I hit on a great stock. He was the only one that knew I had $1000.00 hidden from Karl and Jim encouraged me to use that money to get out from under Karl. He even said he would back me if it lost. Enter the Linda Pietrzak Ross Submission to Abusive Men Jesus Program. Jim invested 1000 shares at first and then more and then more. The stock kept climbing and he kept encouraging me to help myself. He made millions on that stock. One day in front of the billionaires, Jim said this is the girl who made us millions on whatever that stock was. The room was full of people. I don’t like attention like that.
I later learned of autism, pattern recognition, numerology, and gematria. My brain is wired for it. Had I listened to Jim, I would have escaped Karl and Linda’s abuse. I hope that Jim Basset and the gang take Karl and Linda out. Jim gave up on me. I wish that he had pressured me to pick another stock and another until I built confidence to invest and leave Karl.
When Karl put us into debt so substantial and let our house go into foreclosure in Woodstock, Jim Basset offered to buy my house outright, pay off back taxes and arrears and erase all my debt. That is an offer no sane person would refuse. Clean slate, no Karl. I did not take it. Why? Because I would have transferred enslavement by Karl to Jim. I also saw people come into Jack Roeser’s office every day begging for money and I think they are pathetic, particularly Michael Brown. Jack Roeser gave me the same offer. I stand by not taking it.
So, to my children, while you may feel like you won by selling me out because you are living in perceived comfort, let me burst your bubble. Because of religious programming that men were superior and smarter and women are supposed to be leg spreading bumbling idiots (I hate sex, have I mentioned that?) I went to bosses every time you and your friends got into trouble.
Cesar Gonzalez (Woodstock, IL) went AWOL from the Marines. Because of bimbo Linda Pietrzak Ross I deep dived into going to Christian sources to find out what is wrong with Christians. I found General Jerry Boykin and flashbacks began through the website Fanatic for Jesus. Jim Basset is friends and professionally, first name basis connected to him. The website was filled with people I met or was indirectly linked through Jim Basset and Jack Roeser, Phyllis Schlafly is one, a Knights of Malta dame. Jerry Boykin is Knights of Malta – the pieces started coming together. It was a ProPublica piece by Andy Kroll where Jerry Boykin, Barry Seid and one other was mentioned and memories started pouring out and I headed into despair that I worked for these people and my data mining skills were used for evil, not good.
Somehow Cesar Gonzalez AWOL went away and now I know why. Of course, a General in Delta Force can make it go away when he needs his database completed.
Then there was Diana Rodriquez. She was about to be deported in high school. Just her, a teen female, not any other family member. I was unaware of DID at the time but was triggered about trafficking. I involved every political contact I knew and suddenly she was safe.
Then there was Erik Nevarez that I recently had contact with asking to keep my daughter Christine safe. I asked him to copy all my computer files and gave him my Google account and password. He erased almost everything. He is an idiot. It is backed up twice. Erik lived dirt poor in Carol Stream, IL, parents who were here illegally. One time he was in Newport Village way too late. He lived too far away to walk alone in the dark, an elementary school level child so I drove him home. I could see into his apartment, one outdoor swing the in the middle of the living room. They were not poor, they were impoverished beyond comprehension. The thing is, Erik was reading college level text books in grade school, he was never into trouble, did not join gangs, and was just an all around good and respectful kid.
It started at The Evangelical Alliance Mission making connections and then to Republican Renaissance PAC that Erik got into Purdue University. There is no way he would have based on his family’s income level and status.
When Republican Renaissance PAC decided to go for the Hispanic and Black vote, I had connections to help him and they did. How did Erik repay me years later? He deleted my files. Are all Gen Z just complete morons? Erik has NO idea the level of people that helped him.
So Christine, I am NOT a narcissist, and I hope with everything in me that Jim Basset shows up at your door at 1451 Andover Drive, Aurora, IL and tells you that I tried to warn you, I was right, and tried to help you and Jackie and you discarded me for Latin King level losers. This is why I am writing about soul murder – I could not have been more dedicated to you and Jackie, and you chose your abusive father, abusive friends over your mom. All of you added to my trauma that interfered with the work I was doing for RRP and Bassett.
Soul murder – when a human gives everything and predators suck all the human from them. I name dropped political people and those that interfered because you all deserve to be next in line. You will only learn through humbling, not that I believe any of these people are doing anything good. They are trafficking for sure. That is what the church is, that is Project 2025, America as a Talmud nation where women and children return to being property and breeders and you females or androgynous beings like Linda, mocked and discarded me. Your loyalty to these fanatics is admirable. Your stupidity is mind numbing.
Women for Women should be defending, nurturing, protecting, empowering, healing and supporting in response to patriarchy which is legal prison for women and children.
Soul Murder and Suicide
Soul Murder is form of death perpetrated by narcissists, sociopaths, and psychopaths that is spiritually cannibalistic in nature and an encounter with one of these individuals results in a long, drawn-out affair of soul annihilation. There is nothing quick or painless about it. This experience leaves many pleading for a physical death as they reach into their very core in search of one last shard of hope in a bottomless pit of despair.
Soul Murder is The Direct Result of Spiritual Cannibalism which results in soul murder, a highly calculated, concealed, and methodical form of attempted murder where the essence of the victim’s being is literally devoured by the abuser as if the victim’s soul sustains their life force.
Soul cannibals are experts at remaining calm and collected while speaking with professionals about the “offenses” of the victim with great compassion and concern. Narcissists, psychopaths, and sociopaths are masters at manipulating people. They spend exorbitant amounts of time manipulating their victims and everyone acquainted with the victim. They paint victim as unstable and irrational which results in being ostracized and isolated from family, friends and support. Soul cannibals expertly hide their abusive and coercive behavior by concealing it in false concern. When these disordered individuals select a victim, it takes place over months or years that they are “crazy” while playing victim, “I tried to help her, but she is so difficult.”
One’s identity, essence, and contentment with life are indisputably eradicated from existence. Victims usually end up committing suicide that leaves an opening for soul cannibals to affirm the victim’s instability and how they tried to help but there was nothing more they could do. They imply the victim’s suicide as selfish or exploit it for narcissistic supply.
“Trauma is a matter of having to bear the unbearable, alone, forsaken by people and God. Traumatic intensity can assault the mind both from within one’s body and as a reaction to what goes on outside it.” (Dr. Leonard Shengold).
Soul Murder is to deprive an individual “of his or her own identity and ability to experience joy in life.” Dr. Leonard Shengold described the phenomenon as a chronic lack of empathy which cause a victim’s vitality, confidence, and joy to slowly erode, until the victim’s soul is completely gone.
“Trauma is an experience that is felt as too much to bear. Soul murder is a crime in which the perpetrator is able to destroy the victim’s capacity for feeling joy and love. Soul murder always implies trauma, but trauma does not always result in soul murder.”
Trauma, Soul Murder, and Change
What people are unaware of when victims seek help is that long term trauma and abuse rewires the brain. Executive functioning is severely impacted and so is short term memory. Empowered Healing - Brain Damage from Narcissistic Abuse.
Dr Jessica Taylor of Victim Focusin the UK speaks extensively on the pathologization of abuse and trauma by the medical and mental health fields which filters into the judicial system, a triad death squad for abuse victims. A woman ended her life because of family courts.
Unfortunately, it is so profitable to label victims of abuse as mentally ill, unstable, and in need of institutionalization. Millions of jobs, non-profits, agencies and institutions depend upon trillions of dollars a year to keep dysfunction in place. The psychiatric and pharmaceutical industries have lobbyists, the largest group in America to market abuse as illness, effectively reducing victims of trauma and abuse as disposable assets. The last bastion of profit from struggling abuse victims is in institutionalization that is rife with abuse. Rob Wipond made his career from exposing exclusively this topic.
Jacquelyn Ceplecha was a CNA in December 2020, not yet a nurse. On the phone with police, I could hear her screaming into the phone of her “expert credentials.” At the hospital, where I was released 7 hours later, they stated about Jackie, “family tension” is why Jackie placed the call. They even made a note that when they spoke with her, there were only two reasons to make such a call, they asked her a direct question, was there a threat of homicide or suicide and Jackie responded that I had said neither. In the notes, they highlighted and bolded the words “homicide” and “suicide” and got Jackie to confirm verbally that I said neither. She needs to lose her IL License #041509657. For a year, I asked for help filling out paperwork for disability, assistance with court documents, and even showed up at their house to escape Karl’s abuse only to be turned away (all in writing). Suddenly Jackie cared “just enough” to place a false call of suicide, but did not care enough to follow up?
I have a very influential and abusive stepmother, Georgiana Shobris in Ivy, VA that I am positive erased Jackie’s felony and her own involuntary hospitalization for stabbing her ex-boyfriend Julian Cisneros (Joliet, IL) in the stomach. Jackie is also personally responsible for her younger sister; Christine Ceplecha being raped three times that I am aware of. Christine is trauma bonded to her sister. The evidence is found in Grooming a Minor posts.
Linda Pietrzak Ross defends despicable demons, and it is how I came to establish her as a depraved Freemason, she has followed this script verbatim. Her soul is so void of humanity she cannot hide it any longer. Maybe this is why a stranger or two or three has reached out to me and shared information about her I never would have found on my own. She follows their rules to the letter of human destruction and her friends and acquittances are undeniably cult thugs. How women are stupid enough to join cults is mind numbing. I can see men doing it. They are insecure, raging, seed spreading toddlers who need their patriarchal egos stroked by a club of bro hoes.
I now understand why this is happening to women and children. Freedom and autonomy for women and children is nearing an end with Project 2025 bringing Talmud Handmaid’s Tale and women and children as property to reality. This is not speculation. Laws are active or in legislation now doing just this and not just in America, also the AU and UK.
When the narcissist is aware you are on to them, they contact family, friends warning them the victim is psychotic. In the vein of concern they isolate the victim preventing them from connection and escape.
“There is another form of murder that a human may experience which is not physical at first but often results in suicide if the victim remains in the relationship. Victims of these soul predators are indisputably turned into walking dead as they are lost drudging through their daily life unaware of the covert tactics being inflicted upon them. There is a fog a victim ends up walking through during their daily life that leaves the abuse just outside of conscious awareness.
Those who experience this abuse are so tormented they sometimes wish, hope and pray for the official follow through of being murdered because a physical death appears the only way to put and end to suffering. Most don’t understand this is a form of attempted murder unless they have experienced it. Problems the victim is having is evidence they are the source of their own issues, not the invisible perpetrator feigning false concern.”
When victims get out alive, they have been soul raped. Those who are not so lucky are soul murdered via suicide. The longer time goes by and the more the victim tries to defend themselves against coercive tactics, the more severe the abuse becomes. The narcissist, psychopath, or sociopath arranged a cavalcade of “flying monkeys” who help to drive the victim to madness. The flying monkeys may even be abusers themselves, so they enjoy the thrill of the hunt along with their predator friend.
Victims develop post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) and/or complex traumatic stress disorder as a result of not being able to release their tension, anxiety, and emotional suffering for years as they endured their own attempted murder. The course of events is inevitable should the victim not receive help. The abuser will never quit abusing and the victim will be eradicated to the core resulting in their devaluation, dehumanization, and suicide. The process of soul murder can occur over the course of years and decades.
The victim will be made to feel like they are worthless. A victim will eventually feel no meaning in life, have nowhere to go and that nobody wants them. The process is complete. They are literally a hostage to the parasitic soul murderer. Their joy for life has departed leaving the victim too weak to even claw their way out of the depths of hell. Soul murder victims all too often carry the secret of the abuse to their graves, unable to articulate or receive legal or psychological validation they sadly frequently take their own lives by suicide.
When people say why don’t you just leave it is more accurate to say disappear. Pathological predators hunt down their prey. Getting out of such a situation involves herculean feats of spiritual CPR and hiding one’s location and identity.
People who have been the victim of narcissistic abuse are often told they are mentally ill and put on psych drugs when they are suffering from Complex PTSD.
People who have been the victim of narcissistic abuse are gaslit and smeared without realizing what is going on to the point that their support system often backs away from them thinking they are crazy.
People who have been the victim of narcissistic abuse often commit suicide because their reality has been psychologically warped so much they they don’t have a reality to live in anymore. These people die with everyone talking about mental illness and severe trauma and abuse.
I have so much in writing from Linda Pietrzak Ross (Cary, IL) of doing just that. She became angry, denying she said the things she said. Our private conversations went nowhere so I went public putting side by side her denial and screenshots that provide evidential proof. She feels unfairly and unjustly attacked. Because of her, I lost 100% of everything in divorce. She pretended to be my friend my entire marriage while she and Karl built a business empire behind my back.
Thank you, “Stranger” who made me privy to this information. You will never find them. They scrubbed their entire existence from the internet after providing me LinkedIn accounts I was blocked from seeing. They connected with me in an interesting way stating, “Linda is not who you think she is.”
On January 12, 2022 Linda Pietrzak Ross sent me this copied exactly as she wrote it. This was two years after asking for safety that never came and I knew I would be homeless. From 2020 to 2022, Christians showed me their scales. In March 2022, I officially walked away from religion.
I Wish There Were People in Your Life Who *Consistently* Reflected the Heart and Character of Jesus Christ to You
I responded before knowing about her real career and business affiliation with Karl Ulrich.
Matthew 21:12-13 ESV, Jesus Cleanses the Temple - And Jesus entered the temple and drove out all who sold and bought in the temple, and he overturned the tables of the money-changers and the seats of those who sold pigeons. 13 He said to them, “It is written, ‘My house shall be called a house of prayer,’ but you make it a den of robbers.”
And this:
John 15: 12-17 ESV 12 “This is MY COMMANDMENT, that you LOVE ONE ANOTHER AS I HAVE LOVED YOU. 13 GREATER LOVE HAS NO ONE THAN THIS, THAT SOMEONE LAY DOWN HIS LIFE FOR HIS FRIENDS. 14 You are my friends if you do what I command you. 15 No longer do I call you servants, for the servant does not know what his master is doing; but I have called you friends, for all that I have heard from my Father I have made known to you. 16 You did not choose me, but I CHOSE YOU AND APPOINTED YOU THAT YOU SHOULD GO AND BEAR FRUIT and that your fruit should abide, so that whatever you ask the Father in my name, he may give it to you. 17 THESE THINGS I COMMAND YOU, SO THAT YOU WILL LOVE ONE ANOTHER.
Linda was my “friend” to keep me from catching on through covert abuse. Basically, she was threatened if she did not stop my homelessness in 2022. I recently sent an email to the person who championed for me in 2021 to show her the current state of Linda’s pathology.
I went no contact with Linda in 2022, yet was an idiot to let her back in, in April of 2025. She visited me where she discovered my phone number and bank account, both of which are now shut off or frozen. It is not a coincidence. Linda needs me to commit suicide to save the fake persona she mastered over decades.
My 63rd birthday is July 8, and I am sure she planned her timing accordingly. Gematria is all over this date, including that my daughters are 33 and 30. All three grandchildren were born on the 9th. (April, July, and November 4+7+11=22=4=death). My 3 grandchildren’s birthdates add to 911 and my daughters to 47. I am a master number 33: 7+8+1+9+6+2=33. The sign of cancer is 69 in Royal Arch Masonry. I would love to share the person who helped me with all of this, but they are heavily targeted like me. Suffice to say, this information comes from other people before Linda tries to say, “she’s crazy, here is the evidence.” The people who have decoded my life have more data on Linda and my family.
The last two things she needed, knowing I no longer have a vehicle, was to cut off a means of making money or connecting with anyone who can help.
Soul cannibals paint themselves as the protector and savior to the real victim. They establish themselves in careers where finding easy prey is a front for their pathology. Abusive mental health services, that cause irreparable harm their weapon of choice is to label victims of abuse as schizophrenic. Of course, the doctors are experts, so family and friends believe them and shun the victim into further despair, the only sane one in the bunch pointing to the real disordered individuals but is ignored.
I wish I could share a very secret source I have not been in contact with since 2021 who has so much good information on this topic. They are deep in hiding, and I won’t jeopardize them. I have seen evidence in writing that the CIA and Psychiatry are one and the same since WWII. Follow rabbit trails to Tulane University and Medical Center in the 1960’s.
When I committed suicide on November 14, 2019, unconscious, but able to hear, Karl did not know that I could hear his activity and hear him talking to a woman casually about whether he should call 911. The day of suicide, I heard him lie to first responders that he had no idea I was suicidal, he never saw the signs. He LIED!
Three weeks prior I was sleeping next to Karl on a Sunday while he watched a movie. I awoke to see Karl texting Barb. I stayed still and quiet for about 15 minutes watching the two of them communicate. Karl suddenly turned and saw that he was caught. He raged at me denying what I saw. I went and got the bag of pills, told him I had a plan to kill myself. He did not care. He left the pills at home the next day he went to work. I hid the pills again.
His Google history that I accessed in January 2020, showed his location at home at about 3:30. The ambulance driver said it was 4:30 when he radioed dispatch.
The first instance of insane verbal attack, screaming, blaming, name calling occurred on November 29, 2019 one day out of the hospital. It was relentless every few days from that point forward. No support, no compassion, no help. It was March 2020 when I got the idea to begin recording his abusive behavior. Ash Padharia (Streamwood, IL) from IT at the Baptist General Conference was the gasoline that fueled Karl's abuse and rage at me unchecked.
This is how I walked away from Christians and Christianity. I cannot find ONE genuine soul that I would say lives out Matthew 25:40.
‘Truly I tell you, whatever you did for one of the least of these brothers and sisters of mine, you did for me.’
The church is the wealthiest organization in the world who put money ahead of souls and rituals ahead of humanity. They prEy to god to fix situations while they have the power their god gave them to empowered to be human to humans.
41 “Then he will say to those on his left, ‘Depart from me, you who are cursed, into the eternal fire prepared for the devil and his angels. 42 For I was hungry and you gave me nothing to eat, I was thirsty and you gave me nothing to drink, 43 I was a stranger and you did not invite me in, I needed clothes and you did not clothe me, I was sick and in prison and you did not look after me.’
44 “They also will answer, ‘Lord, when did we see you hungry or thirsty or a stranger or needing clothes or sick or in prison, and did not help you?’
45 “He will reply, ‘Truly I tell you, whatever you did not do for one of the least of these, you did not do for me.’
46 “Then they will go away to eternal punishment, but the righteous to eternal life.”
Religious zealots feed upon souls, destroy them and proudly fly their Jesus flag at their $500K house, and $100K cars, funded up their six figure kingdom income wealth management careers. They create ministries, non profits, organizations that are nothing more than money laundering by Pharisees and scribes who love gold more than souls.
Christians are political not spiritual. They are hate filled, judgmental, accusatory, and puffed up with arrogance. They don't care about righteousness or integrity. They care about conformity and legalism. Souls die by the thousands every day from starvation, elements due to homelessness, abuse, crime, health, loneliness, disconnection and pervasive pathological hunting of humans until they suicide. Then they blame the victim because the place where their consciousness is supposed to be is a dark void.
Institutional Betrayal
The term institutional betrayal refers to wrongdoings perpetrated by an institution upon individual’s dependent on that institution, including failure to prevent or respond supportively to wrongdoings by individuals (e.g. sexual assault) committed within the context of the institution.
Institutional betrayal harm is pragmatic and psychological. Illness, death, poverty, economic ruin, emotional and physical destress are some of the outcomes of institutional abuse. Institutional DARVO occurs when DARVO (Deny, Attack, Reverse Victim & Offender) is committed by an institution (or with institutional complicity) as when police charge rape victims with lying. Institutional DARVO is a particularly aggressive form of institutional betrayal.
I was financially and coercively controlled by Harvest Bible Chapel and their ministries
such as the Biblical Counseling Center that, my daughters and me were the problem,
not Karl. In fact, Carol Wright, biblical counselor from Palatine, IL now in Michigan City Indiana told my daughter Jacquelyn Ceplecha SHE WAS RESPONSIBLE FOR KARL ABUSING ALL OF US! I came out of my session to find my suicidal elementary school daughter sobbing and we were done. You can see the demon in that CU Next Tuesday’s eyes.
“Christians” ignored that Karl never went to biblical counseling, the church did not make him. They did give Karl full financial control to “teach him a lesson.” They told my girls and me we were the problem. I was stuck and exasperated with Linda Pietrzak Ross and Janelle Fabbiano chirping in my ear to read my bible more, prEy more, submit more. My female bible study did the same – crucified me! They wore me down until I was nothing.
Christine is the only one who refused to subscribe to their rhetoric. Christine Ceplecha is equally pervasive in pathologizing to me, however, not realizing how much I went through to protect them both to no avail. Meanwhile, I am stupefied as I think back to their Latin King connections (more stress and trauma for me) and why they did not handle the abuser, Karl Ulrich, themselves? I would have never been suspicious if Karl unexpectedly died at the hands of my daughters. I do believe financial reward is being used to isolate and end me. Pathetic.
I tried to warn my daughters about what is coming. They think they are immune, and so does Linda. They should find Monte Mader on social media. Maybe she will wake them up. All three are confident in their stupidity.
Psychology, religious ministries, cults and secret societies such as Freemasonry and the medical profession are havens for soul predators. They are only trying to help. They have no idea why the victim is so angry. The victim must have a chemical imbalance. They are concerned about the victim, and they need your help to help them! They earn the love of the victim’s family and friends, which pays off years down the road forcing the victim into further isolation and depression.
Linda contacted every therapist I had without my knowledge or permission. She lacks boundaries and integrity. Every therapist she contacted she had to “warn them” in case they missed it, of my pathology. It is all in writing.
Linda tried to do that with Susan Curry (Palatine, IL) too, her project before me. She sent emails about Susie too, that she was unstable, difficult, suffered psychosis and needed to be hospitalized. In fact, when we worked at Moody Bible Institute, Linda sat down with me in the cafeteria telling me she should not share confidential information with me about Susie and I responded, “don’t.” Every time she tried to tell me something I cut her off. Then she told me she was concerned about Susie’s mental health and stability and thought Susie needed to be hospitalized. I got up, screamed across the entire cafeteria as I walked away that Linda was insane. I stopped talking to the imbecile for years after that. There is nothing wrong with Susie other than she is a victim of Linda as much as me.
It looks like Susan Curry might be deceased. I fully believe life insurance and Linda are to be investigated. I say this because I have been made aware of an Accruit 1031 exchange policy by two different people who said there are about ten million dollars or more in life insurance on me.
Because they are having a problem killing me outright, they need me involuntarily committed which follows the Freemason agenda. Linda is one of the collectors upon my death, so are my daughters.
Linda befriends women, plays her Christian deception, suicides them, then collects their assets and life insurance. Investigate her and you will see. Why does a nobody need a credit privacy number? R20053368796 (07.10.1968) 326.48.7678? Hackers have had this information for a long time. Linda thought I was an inept moron when she gave me the information. I store information like squirrel’s hoard nuts.
What I find odd is Susan Curry's condo in Palatine IL was paid off on my birthday in 2022 at the same time I lost everything in divorce. Jabre Jacobs in Oak Grove KY seems to have taken ownership. Wouldn’t it be clever if Linda twice financially exploited me for her and Karl’s financial gain? First before Karl and I married in 2002, and home equity loans taken on MY property in Carol Stream and then through Linda’s “help” in divorce she was able to pay off Susie and her boys all the white making millions exploiting childhood trauma survivors with my husband? That is not just a psychopath, that is beyond Ted Bundy, Charles Manson dangerous. This is why I talk. Linda was quite clear in April, Jackie, my daughter is next.
The same thing with Linda’s sister Diane. Everyone Linda “helps” has some kind of psychological problem and needs to be hospitalized.
Remember at Linda’s wedding when she said they had to hire security because her sister threatened her to kill her? I knew it was bullshit that day. The sheep bleated in pity for poor Linda.
The weird thing is Karl did not want to go to the wedding and later warned me not to trust Linda. I told her that and she stopped dead in her tracks with one word, “weird.” Her body language looking back was deer in headlights. Karl had to release karmic debt by giving me part of the truth. To think of them in my bed together is gross. Linda is so unhygienic. I am glad that Karl disgusted me and I mostly stayed away from him.
If you look into Diane Pietrzak, she was once a thriving professional in the nonprofit industry to not functioning. This is the outcome of ongoing narcissistic predator behavior that wears a person to nothing – soul murdered. The only protection Diane has is her mother is alive. A caveat here is that Diane and Linda look suspiciously the same and a part of me believes there is no Diane, just another person Linda uses in her long list of personas, Like Rose Haack who is Deborah Metroka, my former therapist. All of this was found and shared with me a few years ago. I am still in shock. A shape shifting demon is what Linda is. I did not want to believe it. Scott Ross address history has followed me since the 1980’s.
What I learned from professionals reading Deborah Metroka’s and Linda Ross’ drivel is they get narcissistic supply two ways. 1) They drain victims they claim to help 2) They gain a fan club who provides accolades for their good heart and perseverance to remain with difficult people. The more I spoke publicly about Linda, the more people came forth about her boundary crossing, fakeness, and jeopardizing safety of trauma survivors. Therapists who have Metroka’s notes use them in posts without quoting them or showing screenshots like me. It is validating. I know where and who to look for.
I discovered recently Linda joined trauma groups to gain knowledge, connections, and resources for her business with Karl. Listening to her lie to me in April, especially when she sent a text message to Gabe Clayborne her brainwashed project, (gabriel.a.clayborne.mil@us.navy.mil) that she was afraid I was going to kill her and if she stopped texting assume she was dead then admitted it to me, I knew what she is. I was sitting on a couch in my living room first thing in the morning across from her under a blanket having a conversation and drinking coffee. This is how far Linda will go for drama seeking attention. My focus was always on Karl when it should have been on Linda.
They twist truth to fit their narrative and simple-minded professionals from therapists to medical staff believe them. At the same time, they get the victim to defend themselves in front of staff when they tell lies and the victims reactive abuse is seen as instability.
I have a personal example for the above. Following failed suicide in November of 2019, after years of no relief of documented domestic violence, I was at Sherman Hospital in Elgin, IL with the worst, most dysfunctional, cold hearted dimwit staff known to mankind, mostly female. I had no idea that while unconscious Karl Ulrich had painted me as completely unglued and he was barely hanging on but he “loves his wife.” I have it all in writing now.
When I could finally eat, I was craving a bacon, lettuce, and tomato sandwich and real coffee. I contacted Karl first thing in the morning to bring these items when he visited. He showed up around 4:00 PM with no explanation other than the smirk on his face of satisfaction knowing he had portrayed me as crazy. At this point, he knew I knew he was cheating on me. He reported that I chose suicide for attention. It is this experience that made me detest all nurses.
The coffee was cold, apparently bought hours before with the milk already curdling. The BLT sandwich was soggy and made with rye bread with caraway seeds which Karl knows I don’t like. The staff in the room told me I was ungrateful. The psychiatrist, Elizabeth Sita an androgynous man dog entity, told me Karl’s abuse was unimportant and irrelevant. I have notes to prove all this including every single staff member’s name; Judith Camp is the worst of the worst of staff who annihilate females for fun.
My daughter Jacquelyn Ceplecha, IL License #041509657, experienced Karl Ulrich and Linda Pietrzak Ross’ inescapable abuse for YEARS. No matter who I contacted, what organization, from school personnel to social workers to biblical ministries, help never arrived. I was unaware of institutional corruption.
I tried to give this information to Erik Nevarez to protect my daughters recently and he erased my Google drive. It is still in back up if my daughters are interested. I doubt it, their indoctrination is deep. They will know the truth long after I am dead. The money they and Linda make from my death will be taken from them. I promise. It is Project 2025’s agenda. Billionaires I was surrounded by in politics mocked millionaires. It is only a matter of time before taking escalates. Right now, all humans are place holders of wealth that will be taken.
Despite KNOWING Karl’s abuse, Jackie Ceplecha tried to get me involuntarily committed on December 30, 2020, overriding a psychologist I had seen, Dr. Tracy Robinson, earlier that day. I was lying in bed watching a Christmas Hallmark movie at 10:00 PM, alone in my house after locking Karl out a month before because his abuse was pervasive and no one stopped him, not even professionals like
Deborah Metroka, MA, LCPC Dr. Ben Gesing, PsyD, Jennifer Carroll of Better Marriage Better Divorce Ed Groenendal, MA, LCPC Dr Tracy Robinson, PsyD, Dr. Jerome Pietrzak Phd Community Crisis Center Village Church of Barrington Willow Creek Community Church Harvest Bible Chapel Fox Valley Baptist Church Fox Valley Church Calvary Church of Downers Grove IL Biblical Counseling Center Selah Counseling Center Steve Edlin MA, LCPC, The Evangelical Alliance Mission Les Hirst, The Evangelical Alliance Mission Robert Carlson - Baptist General Conference - Converge Worldwide Linda Ross of Harvest Bible Chapel and Alight
With more and more peer reviewed evidence in psychiatry and psychology pointing towards human trauma and distress, I hope we can start to reject the medicalisation and pathologisation of human suffering. (Dr. Jessica Taylor). When I shared this with Linda and parts of Rob Wipond’s book “Your Consent is Not Required,” she became angry with me. Narcissists hate being proven wrong.
At some point you realize this is the church and what they do. It is not an exception, it is the rule. They prey upon women and children and rip families, souls, and relationships apart on purpose with your tithes and offerings. This is not an arbitrary statement.
In 2021, for 9 months I was in contact with Knights Templar Paul B in Australia. He laughed when I said I had attended Harvest Bible Chapel. He stated, “we tell you, but you are not aware, it is in the name – harvesting souls, that is what we do.” I am thankful for his honesty. As much as he is in deep with Freemasons which I knew up front, his frankness with me was immeasurably helpful. What I did not understand back then was that he said all churches, leaders, ministries, organizations are under Templar rule. I thought he meant men. What stands out is Paul pushed Jesus Christ or the Crown and Cross (33). Jesus is Anima and Animus, androgynous (3).
Linda was the ringleader keeping my children and me hostage in her pathology and used systems to do it. (every email, letter, or post she has ever written in people’s hands around the world. They make YouTube videos, write posts, and one referred to her as a psychopath. That person asked if I had heard of Dr. Hare, who specializes in psychopathy. I had). Linda defended abusive institutions, the church, and Karl’s documented abuse. Linda even ignored a danger assessment she asked me to take. My score is 26 with 18, meaning most likely to be murdered.
It is only recently because of a mysterious stranger that knows Linda, I was sent information on Linda’s identity and profession. Linda and Karl have been in business together our entire marriage. Thus, when Linda was “helping” me to divorce Karl, she neglected to tell me about their assets, businesses, properties, and financial holdings worth millions.